Sunday, February 03, 2013

Notes on Living Flame Stanza 1

The stanza proclaims an astonished realization and offers up a heart-rending but shocking petition.  It is the song of a soul that has matured in the life of faith.  On the one hand, it has become a font of living waters that refreshes everyone around it.  On the other, it is bursting forth with the warmth and light of the Fire of Love which enkindles it.  It is praying that the Lord might not wait until nature releases it from this present life for it is filled with desire for something this present life is not big enough to know.  The Holy Spirit brings this desire to birth in the heart and He uses it to help souls definitively realize the victory of good over evil in their own life and death.

The Living Flame is the Holy Spirit burning in the soul's deepest center.    Unlike the way we might visualize it as a kind of atom, the soul is simple without dimensions or parts.  There is no part of it more interior than any other part.  This means that when St. John ascribes the soul with a deepest center, he is not designating something actually spatial.  Nor is his describing some subliminal depth or the subconscious sphere of psychological activity.  Such conventions of modern psychology would be more properly ascribed to the memory - for him a kind of faculty of the soul, but not the soul itself, in his more or less Augustinian anthropology.

There is so little that we really understand about the soul because, although we are closest to ourselves than anything else in all the cosmos, we remain an impenetrable mystery to ourselves.   There is something about being in the image and likeness of God which does not allow the light of natural reason to ever fully penetrate just who we really are or what our true purpose is.   Our identity and purpose is not something that can be extrinsically imposed without doing violence to the dignity with which we are fashioned.  Instead, the truth about ourselves is something that can only be appropriately proposed to us by another with whom we stand in relation and it is our dignity to accept or reject such proposals when they resonate, when they help us find that ground on which we might stand so as to move forward.

The Carmelite Master's use of "deepest center" suggests that the soul is in movement towards a greater reality, that it can be and is drawn to something beyond itself.  The soul is in relation to Another towards which it advances.  The more it advances, the more it becomes what it is meant to be: a creature in relation, in communion, in friendship.  Ascribing a deepest center suggests that a dis-ease that afflicts the human condition: unless it finds this center of gravity, the soul cannot rest or be at peace.  At the same time, the fact that the soul has a deepest center means that humanity is not intended for a state of permanent restlessness.

But by describing a deepest center, St. John is suggesting that there are other centers of the soul -- other objects which draw it.  By designating this deepest center, he is suggesting that no other object draws the soul in the same definitive way this ultimate object draws it.  In order to find the deepest center, these other objects in which the soul tries to find rest must be withdrawn -- asceticism begins this purification but God Himself completes it through permitting severe exterior and interior trials.  Before it can be aflame with the Holy Spirit, the soul like a log of wood, must suffer the smoke of its purification.

This particular soul singing this verse has been purified and so welcomed this Fire that its whole life is aflame with it.  Where the soul ends and the Flame begins cannot be found - not because the soul has been nihilistically absorbed into the fire but rather because the Holy Spirit has so given Himself the soul enjoys a relatively perfect possession of Him.  

The Living Flame is so completely received, possessed, enjoyed and at the disposal of the soul, the soul itself has taken on an unimpeded likeness to the Holy Spirit.  Indeed the Holy Spirit gives Himself the more the affections of the soul becomes like those of Holy Spirit.  It is a likeness made possible by transforming grace.

This sheer unfathomable gift does not destroy our nature but perfects it and raises it above itself.  Though it is always creature, this new mode of existence allows it to disclose the glory of God -- the deep things of God, divine movements so sublime natural reason is completely blind to them.  

Through the divine likeness established in the soul by grace,  this new presence of the Holy Spirt moves the soul with divine movement, the eternal eros shared by the Father, Son and Holy Spirit by nature.  Just as the Father and the Son behold one another in love through the fellowship of the Holy Spirit, this divinized soul longs to behold the glory of the Father without cease - this is the beatific vision which this present life is too limited to know.  This is the divine passion that moves the soul to make its shocking petition, its great cry of love.

I have had the privilege of speaking to souls very close to death who articulate this very same desire.   They do not wish to leave their loved ones, but there is nothing in this life in which they can rest any more.  Their hearts ache for something more, something beyond the present life -- they long to see God.   They do not normally claim any special experiences or visions.  They are sometimes impatient, even very impatient with what they must suffer and the do not understand why it is taking God so long to act.   Yet this odd frustration they suffer is not the most significant movement of their heart.   Another passion has seized them - something so heavenly, they do not understand it, draws their heart.  They ache with hope for Him, and though they cannot hold back their tears, they know their hope does not disappoint.  

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